do you ever get so disgusted with yourself, like you can not believe how stupid and thoughtless you are and it’s so frustrating because you keep telling yourself that you’ll do better next time but then next time rolls around and the same thing keeps happening and you end up in this pattern of mediocrity.
im at that point where i feel like erasing my existence under my mountain blankets because my uterus is attacking me
but i have to to assignment so im cry
but i want to draw
AND I FINALLY DECIDED TO DO THAT EDIT I HAD IN MY HEAD FOR A MONTH